It came crashing down.

Everything seems wrong for now.
The way i look.
The way things are going.
Everything is upside down.

Just dissapointed tat's all.
All i can do is put that fake smile.
Where ever i go, whatever i do
My mind seems to go else where.
Im thinking about something else.

Did i got angry when u told me
that u could'nt make it for the two days we planned
to go out?
No. i said it was okay.
Honestly im not angry at all.
Coz i understand u can't go out so often
in a week.
Did'nt blame u thou. :)
You ask me out on thursday out of random cause
I agreed regardless how i look like 'slenger'
& having a long day at sch.
At least there's something to get me going on
that is meeting u after sch.
Greaat! i can't wait.

Every late night calls, ur phone will
have this uncalled problem.
I got agitated by the so called sudden disconnect
thru the phone line.
I tolerated it for long.
You were saying u're changing phone.
when? i do not know.
so okay no problem just tolerate.
Most of the time i'm okay with it.
The fact that i'm tired and not complaining to you
just wanting to hear your voice before goin to sleep.
I got agitated by the so called sudden disconnect
thru the phone line.
Want to know how tedious it is when i have to redial the no.?
I have to get up from my lying position,
get my ass up to the phone, redial and back to the bed.
I got agitated for a while only.
But u don't have to hang up just like that ending
the conversation hanging in the air.
Yes! i have reasons for not having the mood to talk.
What am i a fuss? Put urself in my shoe.
If you're not sincere please never ever say it
if u don't mean it.

Im sorry if I've done anything wrong.
I'm not complaining.
I just want you to know how i am.
sorry again.
My apology.
Yes its unfair to you that my mood just go off like that
and talking to you in that manner.
Im not in the correct state of my mind when im tired + agitated.
Im really sorry aite.

Why im not fused up about certain matters,
cause i think it unfair to you cause u did'nt want it
to happen.

PS: Im sorry..many apology