- I'm lost without you

2009-11-10T13:45:00.002+08:00

Every little things you do.

You ask me "Why do you still love me so much b when i've hurt you so many times over and over again."

No matter how many times you hurt me.

No matter how painful it is, i still would forgive you.

You must learn to forgive yourself.

Then you can forgive others.

You can't undo anything that you have already.

But you can face it up.

You can tell the truth.

You can seek forgiveness.

You'll learn through mistakes even if u have to make 1000000 times of mistakes,

just to learn.

At least its worth with, you face it up instead of running away.

All the more you have me by your side.

You can only understand others through imperfection.

Cause you have been in their shoes long before.

Imperfection is me and you.

I love you for who you are, not for who i want you to be. . . . . .

2009-11-07T13:19:00.003+08:00

I did'nt know its going to be this hard to tell.

I did'nt have any idea what's going on.

I did'nt expect secretive.

Yet i did'nt sought to ask anyone to know what's going on,

and what's the cause.

All i've been doing is ask myself.

What? Why? Who? Where?

Why u're so afraid to spill it out, when u said u would'nt do anything

that will hurt me.

All you want me to do is trust you.

And all i can do is wait.

Im trying my hardest even its sounds contradicting.

2009-10-17T05:44:00.004+08:00

I may have make mistakes.

I may not be myself.

There must be reason for it.

But you dun have to rub it on.

Tell me if knowing me was a mistake

If you can't accept or forgive me.

Tell me, if it's already over for me.

Eventhough i did'nt show, i do care about you.

from the bottom of my heart i really do.

Im just a guy who is still learning.

Im not perfect.

I can't read minds, i have no super powers.

Im just a normal average human being.

Im sorry for everything.

Eventhough this post did'nt mean anything to you.

2009-10-15T00:14:00.002+08:00

Forever

i wish it could be.
Insyaallah.
The way we met each other was somehow
unexplainable.
Somehow our feelings for each other are not fake nor coincident.
15 monthsary mark on 4th October.
we've been through a lot.
ups and downs.
Like a roller coaster.
But in the of the day, i still want to be with you.
I'll make things right, i'll things right this time.
Cause i don't want to lose you at any point of time.

p.s : i love you.......

2009-09-23T05:17:00.005+08:00

My Exam Result!!!!

Its OUT!!

MS501A - Calendars & Astronomy
MS5245 - Mathematics 2A
ET0012 - Network Infrastructure
ET0015 -Server Management
ET0521 - Network Vulnerability & Security Tools
ET0010 - Computer Networking

Im quite pleased with the result! There's no D in it.
That's great!!!!!! wohooo!!!
I'm shocked that i get B for Mathematics.
I thought i would get C i would be happy if i were to get C,
at most C+.
But i'm overwhelmed to be getting B. Gf will be proud.
That's unbelievable.
Got to say its hard work.
For maths i've been getting only C's and D's.
This is going to push up confidence and morale.
For network infrastructure hmm i thought im goin to fail or at least
get a D..but the good news is i got a B..that's great..
For Calendars & Astronomy a B+ thats awesome!!!
For the rest im quite satisfied by the result im getting.
No D's anymore..next step i don't want to see C's.
An A's and B's would be great..

P.S : At least you still believe in me.
thank you very much!
I love you <3

Beloved girlfriend i miss you so much. =(
see you soon!

2009-09-22T19:15:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
2009

Fasting month seems to past by real fast.
But for not for Aidilfitri.
Time seems to be ticking slow.

But this year for the very first time in many2 years.
My family decide to wear brown.

My bro just passed his bike license.
Meet the man.

How boys wanna go for a ride???

P.S : Darling i miss you so much. <3

2009-09-10T04:44:00.003+08:00

The Greatest Thing That Happened!

Today i did get to spend time with gf.
Although its short one.
But still it's well worth my time.
I miss her real bad.
I even take note that we only manage to see each other,
like once in more than one week.

She had a haircut today since i insist,
We break fast at Pizza hut since she feels like eating pizza.
The warm chocolate cake was heaven.
I know its gf favourite dessert.
The clocks ticks that fast,
And its time to head home.
Well i hate it!! I hate it when we have to say gdbye
so soon.

As we went separate ways,
as the distance between us became wider,
i feel that i miss you more than ever,
its simply irritating.

See you soon gf. :(
I miss you. :(

p.s : I love you so much.

2009-08-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

I take back my words.
Smiles :)
I love you......

2009-08-05T23:22:00.003+08:00

My blog has been dead for a while..
It time to revive it.
Happy 13th to my lovely Juli.
Its actually 13th + 1day old.
I miss love badly.. it have been more than 1 week
Not getting to see her.
Smell her.. :x
Touch her..
Kinda Julisick here. :D
But im waiting patiently.
Dun worry..
Everything will be fine.
I believe.....

To love i miss you dearly.
See you soon.
I love you.

2009-07-22T23:00:00.003+08:00

My tears just automatically drop,
Nahhh im not sad.
Perhaps its tears of joy.
After watching the 1st Anniversary movie
my dear made.
I realised we've been thru a LOT.
Seriously.

Today we went thru alot aslo rite my dear.
Like those in the chinese drama the scenes.
tsk2!

Now we're back again.
Thank god nothing serious happen.
:)

I love you my dear.
very much.

2009-07-17T19:45:00.003+08:00

It came crashing down.

Everything seems wrong for now.
The way i look.
The way things are going.
Everything is upside down.

Just dissapointed tat's all.
All i can do is put that fake smile.
Where ever i go, whatever i do
My mind seems to go else where.
Im thinking about something else.

Did i got angry when u told me
that u could'nt make it for the two days we planned
to go out?
No. i said it was okay.
Honestly im not angry at all.
Coz i understand u can't go out so often
in a week.
Did'nt blame u thou. :)
You ask me out on thursday out of random cause
I agreed regardless how i look like 'slenger'
& having a long day at sch.
At least there's something to get me going on
that is meeting u after sch.
Greaat! i can't wait.

Every late night calls, ur phone will
have this uncalled problem.
I got agitated by the so called sudden disconnect
thru the phone line.
I tolerated it for long.
You were saying u're changing phone.
when? i do not know.
so okay no problem just tolerate.
Most of the time i'm okay with it.
The fact that i'm tired and not complaining to you
just wanting to hear your voice before goin to sleep.
I got agitated by the so called sudden disconnect
thru the phone line.
Want to know how tedious it is when i have to redial the no.?
I have to get up from my lying position,
get my ass up to the phone, redial and back to the bed.
I got agitated for a while only.
But u don't have to hang up just like that ending
the conversation hanging in the air.
Yes! i have reasons for not having the mood to talk.
What am i a fuss? Put urself in my shoe.
If you're not sincere please never ever say it
if u don't mean it.

Im sorry if I've done anything wrong.
I'm not complaining.
I just want you to know how i am.
sorry again.
My apology.
Yes its unfair to you that my mood just go off like that
and talking to you in that manner.
Im not in the correct state of my mind when im tired + agitated.
Im really sorry aite.

Why im not fused up about certain matters,
cause i think it unfair to you cause u did'nt want it
to happen.

PS: Im sorry..many apology

2009-07-05T13:37:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY LOVE!

04 July 2009 was a special day for us.
Its our 12th monthsary & the 1st anniversary.
This is the the first time i celebrated with someone i love.

The day before i was making paper cranes with
sweet messages inside.
Purpose of that, to keep it as memory.
Open and read it if she misses me and we just could'nt
meet up due to watever reasons.
I was about to finish until i found out i'm running out of
the origami papers! ohhh shit!
Just manage ti finish it about 3/4 of the bottle.
I've been making it for a long time.
Just could'nt finish it up due to time constraint
which i have to balance between school and work.
Now i've quit working, and Syamirah Juli would be glad
that we'll be able to go out every saturdays like we did.

Unplanned things always work for us.
Even better than planning.
It was a perfect, with the perfect someone
perfect place and
Ending it with FIREWORKS.
Greaaattt...

I still can't believe that
we actually have known each other exactly
down to one year and how time flies so fast.
For one year you tolerate my nonsense, only god knows
where u got that kind of tolerance from.
Tenku Syamirah Juli HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY!!!
Bestest GF ever.
I love u even more now! MORE!!! MORE!!!
okay that shud be enuf.

To Tengku Syamirah Juli:
Its been a rough road, without you this would'nt be the same.
My world would'nt be the same.
I'll do my best to protect this love.
Love thanks for being there for me.
Never will i trade anything for this love.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!
I love you always!!!
Muackxxx!! xoxoxoxo.

2009-07-01T23:55:00.003+08:00

Today's Mummy bdae.

Happy bdae mum.
Had a mini celebration at home, i ordered pizzas and
2nd bro came home with blueberry cheese cake yum! yum!

Lovely yet understanding mum ever.
Cares so much about the child more than herself.
Thank You mum for everything.

Its has been a long time the family celebrated any of the
BIRTHDAYS. . . . .
:DDDDDDDDDDD

2009-06-27T02:51:00.001+08:00

Its okay.
Everything gonna be alrite.
Its okay.
I've been telling myself that everytime.
Bear with it.
Its okay.
Got to understand.

2009-06-26T21:48:00.002+08:00

I feel so stuck up.
I can't study.
I can't concentrate.
I need somebody to talk to. . .

But who??

Something is bothering me somehow.

2009-06-24T00:15:00.003+08:00

Hi there..
its me.
Darling have been bugging me to update.
According to her my blog have been sooo "berkeladak".

I've no mood for Tests after holidays.
Left with 5 days till sch reopen.
Today i ran alot. 4.2km + 200m + playing soccer
total up idk..???

Tmr i will meet my dearest tengku syamirah juli.
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
im very happy..
looking forward to it.
We've been in good terms.
Im glad that we are.
I freaking miss her.
we've been seeing each other lesser.
and if we were to see each other it would be a short one.
MY TO DO LIST.
SEE GF MORE! SPEND TIME LONGER!
if only time could stop when we were together.

Whatever it is i still love Juli..
Larger than sun.
Stronger than metal.
Warm like chocolate.
heheheheh!

Counting the number of days till . . . . . . . .

p.s: Hubby loves you.

2009-06-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

EST 04 July 2008

Love, i miss you.
On 04/07/08,
My itchy finger click "Add as friend" (friendster),
which i've deleted long ago and turn to facebook now,
That day we started as friends,
Little do i now we've come tis far as lovers.
Well meeting Tengku Syamirah Juli was pure coincidental,
And only fate bring us together thru this way,
I've never regret knowing you since then,

A Book Of "Me & You",
The journey with you is like a roller coaster,
Wild, UPS and DOWNS.
But whatever the situation was we stood up together,
Facing obstacles together.
In this relationship i definitely learn something,
Little things are meant to be treasure not thrown away,
The tests from the GREAT one should be face with
patience and perseverance,
Rewards come after that.
EVERYTHING = PRICELESS.
Some things just can't be bought with money.
Without you thing will never be the same.
So make the best out of it.
It does'nt need to be "GRAND",
just a simple little thing would do to make one smile.

From the bottom of my heart,
I sincerely Thank You for giving me a chance
to love you even though i was once a stranger to you. . .

Lastly B will keep on loving you. . . . .

2009-06-04T12:14:00.003+08:00

Happy 11th monthsary.
Time flies very fast.
By the time we realise it already the
11th month we been stuck together.
There were UPS and DOWNS.
Got in fights,quarrel,brawls & even wrestle with each other.
In the end,
I still love you all the same.

04 July 08 - Still counting
..............................................

2009-06-03T01:20:00.002+08:00

1 more day.. Just one more day..
hahahah!
So happy!..
I love you darl.
Forever & Always.
XOXO.

2009-05-22T02:02:00.002+08:00

For a while, my heartbeat stops.
shattered into pieces.
im goin to leave tis world for a while.

s-o-r-r-y
:'(

2009-05-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

Good nite.
Im goin to sleep.

Lastly, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
to all wonderful and lovely mothers around the world.

Nites, sweetdreams.

2009-05-10T22:38:00.007+08:00

Hi virtual diary.
U're the only one i could turn to for now.
So how's ur day?
Im alright kind of lonely but still
its alright.
Im used to it anyway.

Are you happy?
hmm i guess so, coz all this while
i had no mix emotion feelings,
happy?sad?
nahh i feel nothin tis past few days.

Are things gonna turn around?
hmm I hope so.
I really want it to turn around.
But if it does'nt, its okay.
I will keep enduring it every single day.

So virtual diary thanks for hearing me out.
byeeeee for now.

.....................

2009-05-04T11:38:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooo...

Today is our 10th monthsary...
yeahhhhhhh!!!!!!!
:DDDDD

Im so freaking happy rite now..
From ydae nite i just can't stop laughing and smiling
to all nonsense made by darl.
"You know..I know."
Need not elaborate.
Its a secret between us.
Wahahahahahahahah!

I love you darl.
"To infinity & beyond!!"
Byeee!

xoxo.

2009-04-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

Hi there...
It's been a while..
Im gonna make it fast today..

School have been interesting for tis week.
Learn alot of new thing.

From Network Vulnerability & Security in other word
called hacking knowledge in the cyberworld.
Server Management lecturer is a funny & enthusiastic guy.
His lesson was never boring.
But, but Network infrastructure turn me off!
well i did doze off to be honest. Eventhough i
was sitting in the front row.
He had this monotonous tone to go with him,
also tried his hardest to crack a joke but to no avail.
Only the Lame ones work.

I miss darling. She had a very bad to day. From boring faci to
nauseous condition and to etc etc.
I just hope u get a better day tmrw.
Well im always here, i'll be your listening ear
anytime ;).
I love you.

hmmm...
Tat's all for now..
byee...

2009-03-27T12:28:00.004+08:00

I really miss darl dearly. . . .
I miss the times we had fun together. . . .
Your smile. . .
Your touch. . .
Your charm. . .
Hopefully we'll get to see each other again
on our 9th Anniversary. . . . . .

p.s: I always love you tengku syamirah juli. . . . . . .

current song: dedicated to you
current mood: i miss juli!!! :(((

2009-03-05T17:41:00.004+08:00

28.02.09
A day out to the zoo.

Its a wonderful day to spend one whole day with darl. Although it is a freaking hot sunny whether. we did'nt care, we just want to spend time together and have fun. So we did! It's been a long time darl visited the zoo. Singapore zoo went thru a major transformation. It's a nicer place now.

We're lucky its nt raining on that day. If it were to rain the animals would not show up and just sleep. HAH! and it'll be plain boring! Excited and anxious when into the zoo straight without taking a zoo map. Great how are we suppose to know our way around. Went back to the entrance and get a map.

We're ready to go...ZOOOM! First stop is the OTTERS. They were all sleeping compact in a spot. Gf "they're so cute!" Y? want to take them home is it? darl get super excited when it come to BABOONS! urgghh! only i know why!!!.. hahahah! its okay darl i still love you thou.

We were at polar bear area when it's close to their feeding time, and the zookeeper there explains and spreads her knowledge of polar bears to us. I did'nt that polar bear fur is transparent and it weight less than 300 gram at birth. as small as a kitten. But wait till it feeds on its MAMA milk, consist of about 48% fats while human only 4%. So if u want to grow bigger drink polar bear's milk. hahahaha!

Soon after the feeding time we make our way to the amphitheatre or something like that to watch animal show. Educating the people on saving the rainforest. Before ending out trip around we went to somehow crop field area. where all the plantation are grown there, and there's this BIG durian replica. Someone took a pic pose there. =D.

After a wild day at the zoo. we decided to go to town took a bus to amk (M.A.K). In the bus i was dead tired tat i feel asleep for a while. After alighting from the bus we went to grab some sweets to keep us awake. Had dinner at "puncak" (far east plaza) The food there is AWESOME! i ate Honey dew chicken rice while darl had Honey dew chicken noodle. After that we just chill, sit down at one spot and talk and talk and talk as we were very tired to window shop or walk. well i must say its a very good day to spend with darl. Super duper awesome!!!!! Now let the pics do the talking.

p.s: Juli, day after day my love for you just

keeps on growing bigger and bigger.

If you ask me "are you willing to let go of me?"

I would say No!

Cause i would'nt want to.

I want to take care of you,

I want to be the one u'll turn to when in need,

The One that you trust and guide you to the right way.

I love you juli, always i do. . . . . . . . . .

2009-03-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 8th MONTH AND 1 DAY!!
HAHAHAHAH!!
I LOVE U GIGANTIC2 JULI!!

p.s : Love me again and again will you?

2009-02-27T21:31:00.003+08:00

EXAMS OVER!!!!
Hurray! Hurray!!

Now i have more time for my baby.
It has been a long since i hangout with darl.
Ydae, an unplanned meeting with darl.
I miss you those crapping time with her.HAHA!
Went to JP as she want to look for that particular Vans shoe.
And! and! despite of my size and height to hide just behind her,
and left her turning round and round searching
for me.
After doing that what do i get? A beating!
hahahah! DAYUS!

Today i spend my time resting at home.
Tmr another fun day out to the ZOO,
with my darling Juli.

Toddles!

2009-02-20T20:47:00.001+08:00

I've BEEN IRRITATING my GF for AWHILE. . .
SINCE yesterday, but SHE knows WHY i've been acting OUT lIKE THAT.

I love you girlfriend. :D

2009-02-18T16:33:00.003+08:00

It's okay if im being ignore.
It's okay for shutting me down for a moment.
It's okay if u're pushing me and driving me to the corner.
It's okay if those harsh words is lash out from ur mouth out of anger.
I'm trying my hardest to make things right for you.
But it seem that things are not working the way i wanted.
I'm constantly being tested.
"LOVE"
I'm not ready to walk away from ur life.
im here..
here...
always for you.

well frankly, sometimes it hurts.
but i take it as it is part and parcel of life.
people make mistakes, forgive urself make amendment.
Did'nt u say "the longer u drag the worse i'll get."
So quickly find solution. Ask forgiveness from the one u've hurt.
Pour things out. I'm sure they will understand.
They're ur parents after all.
The ones who will risk their life to protect u,
their descendant, the one they love most from
when u're still a little child till what u're now.
I'm sure they'll forgive you.

p.s : i'm sorry i dun have the right to say about this.

2009-02-06T21:59:00.001+08:00

IM STUDYING!!! STUDYING!!! STUDYING!!!!
IM BOREDDD!!! IM BORED!!! IM BOREDD!!!
I WANT GF!!! GF!!! GF!! NOW! NOW!!! NOW!!!

CAN??

2009-01-18T22:52:00.003+08:00

Hi, bloggy.
I guess its time for another update.
Time check : Hmmm..10.57pm
What am i doing?
Just randomly browsing the Net,
Blog hopping,E-mails,Chatting.
Yeahh all sorts of stuff that u normally do,
when online.

Have yet to finish up my proposal.
Kinda sucks cause my english ain't that good.
I'm not good at describing things with words.
That's where i'm stuck.
Luckily i've got a lifeline.
Girlfriend, Milady,
Tengku Syamirah Juli helped me.
She check my proposal and amend sentence,
well that does'nt seem right & does'nt fit in.

Exam is around the corner and im scared.
Have yet to complete PBIL,LABTEST & GEMS.
Being Bombard with a lot of stuffs at the very end,
is really frustrating.
I can't wait for holidays.
I'm gonna be free from STRESS.
Wooohhooo.

Had a long convo ,a serious convo indeed.
Till 4 am in the morning.
I finally let it out, pour what i felt,
& what i want in this relationship.
Girlfriend agreed with me and feel the same too.
I just want to do things right.
I dunwan to let anybody down.
I want to excel in
STUDIES,
LIFE,
RELATIONSHIP
Too.

May the force be with you.LOL!
For the future im looking forward to it,
It's gonna be interesting,
Im gonna create one.

i love you.
For the past be it the past.
Forget it,its done.
Now lets create a new chapter,
to begin with. . . .

2009-01-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

Never mind its okay.
Its always been like this.
I can handle this myself.
Dun ask me why? what? where? who?
Because the answer is nothing happens.

Smile Ishak! smile!! =)
Yes im smiling.

Take care. Have a nice day people. =)

2009-01-12T16:06:00.002+08:00

She's Craving For Me.

Ohhh myyy..

Are u turning into one too??

Cold, Strong, Blood, Fast

2009-01-12T13:04:00.003+08:00

I.M.Y

stands for Ishak Miss You.
i miss gf so much for dunno wat reason.
I want more time with you.
But sometime situation is not in our favor.
I love you.

Man u Crash Chelsea.
Ouch! tis is sweet!!!!
2 games in hand.
Next up is Wigan.
Glory! Glory! Man United!

Nice body hair rooney.

2009-01-09T14:21:00.005+08:00

Another Heart calls; I'll never ask for anyone but you.

Things eventually brighten up.
Ydae i had fun.
A day with Juli The Mad.
hahahaha!
We slacked through out the day.
I just can't get enough of her.

At one point of the time,
I was feeling unwell,
she was so worried, keep on asking
"are you okay or not?"
cuddle me when i say i feel cold.
Well u can't blame for being cold,
Im a vampire u see.
*u know,i know eh juli*
heheheheh!

Well i have the sweetest girlfriend ever.
Who cared about me alot.
Eternally i pray may we last,
as long as we could.
Camwhore session was funny uh.
I came up with all sorts of face.
Which some i don't wish to post on the blog.

Marina Barrage
A relaxing place to slack.
The wind will not stop blowing on ur face.
My hair ROCKS
Nyahahahahah!
Im gonna cut my hair sooner or later.
Not decided yet thou.

I got to know one cute thing about gf.
Whenever there's a change in body temperature,
She'll sneeze.
For example if she's in a air condition shopping mall
done with shopping got out of the shopping mall,
where it's sunny and hot,
she will sneeze to the effect of changing body temp.

Ohhh and secondly,
she'll get ticklish if i poke her back
somewhere below her neck.
Weird uh tis girl.
hahahahahah!

Are you gonna keep it strong?

2009-01-06T18:52:00.003+08:00

Exam is around the corner.

Less than 2 months.
1 month and 2 weeks to be exact.
I'm doing revision bit by bit nowadays.
So i don't rush and panic at the very last minute.
I've pledged not to skip any important lesson,
even though I'm sick.

Mathematics sucks.
I always suck on mathematic.
Im aiming a C for maths.
B's for PEE and DE,
if the result came out to be A it would be even better,
i guess.

I miss my gf.
Tmr im seeing her,
*smiling while typing*
hehe :D

Hopefully i dun have to repeat any module.
Cause im old already.
I've to face reality.

"LOVE NOTES & PAPER CRANES"

Always will i love you.

2008-12-30T00:28:00.003+08:00

Turning Early today.
No Obligation,No Negotiation.
No is a BIG NOOOO.
HMPH!!

But still i love you. Goodnight.

I just want to talk to you for a while & hear your voice.

2008-12-28T00:33:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL STARTING SOON!!!
OHHHH NOOOO!!!

Why holidays end so fast?
Why?? tell me why?
Ain't nothin but a heartache.
Chey..Backstreet boys or wat?

I spend my time with gf today.
Doin paper cranes and also,
talk,talk,talk
crap,crap,crap,
Dance,Dance,Dance.
Yeah we talk a lot today.
Pouring out what we think,
IF this happens? IF that happens?

Well watever it is i would'nt want to let you go.
its gonna be hard if to let go of you.
But i wish i would'nt have to.
Stick to me like superglue & i'll be more than happy.
hahahahaha.

Be positive.
Plan now.
If u fail to plan, u plan to fail.
Think of the brighter side.
If we were meant to be than we were meant to be.
To love i will work hard on it.
& realise what loves really means.
As days goes by,
i love u more than ever.
Sometimes we fought, some misunderstanding.
Thru this we learned something from it.

Now love is much much more bigger,
and much much stronger than the first time i loved you.
So will you do whatever it takes to protect our LOVE?
I know you will.
=)

xoxo, ishak bin haron

2008-12-17T01:26:00.003+08:00

"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

and know the stars are

holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight."

Good Night Sweetie.

I love you.

Sweetdreams :)

xoxo.

2008-12-17T00:43:00.002+08:00

"Everytime you walk away or,

every time you run away,

you take a piece of me with you there."

Well i hope you do.

I miss juli very much.

It feels so empty.

My phone hardly rings.

It a bit quiet down here.

I miss you so much.

I wish i could describe how much?

Like Crazy, Like Mad,

Like urgghh!!!

I wish there's word for what i've describe up there.

If not then i've to make one.

I've finish watching gossip girls Season 1 today.

From the time i woke up till the time im getting out of the

house for soccer.

I just burned time watching Gossip girls.

What did i do today?

Two things:

Gossip Girls

Soccer

Just now when i was lying on my bed.

I was staring at my hp.

Then suddenly it rang.

I was super excited,

Only to see the Display Number,

Its my friend.

My heart sank again.

Hahahahah!

False Alarm dude.

I tot its was Juli.hahah!

But Nopey i got it wrong. :s

To tell i've been missing you alot for

48 hours now.

Still missing you while the clock is ticking.

Hoping that it'll tick faster than usual.

I want you back.

I miss you sweet voice.

I miss you saying " I love you."

I miss the part where we hold hands.

I miss those hugs fill with warmth.

I miss everything about you.

Only god knows.

Hope you have a wonderful time there.

I miss you.

P.S : Ishak Bin Haron Loves You.

2008-12-15T23:15:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU.

love ishak.

Goodnight sweetie, sweetdreams.

2008-12-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

"A moment without you."

So this is the first day darl left for port dickson.

Well as for me im still here,

on this very island called Singapore.

Apparently, i've just finish watching,

gossip girls episode 7 (Season 1),

Lying on my bed drinking tea .

Probably, some of you are already on Season 2 of gossip girls.

Darl recommend me to watch gossip girls.

Its a good entertainment trust me.

What did i do today?

In the morning, miss juli txt me goodbye,

which i keep on sighing the whole time.

hahahahahah!

i just can't help it.

im gonna miss her like crazy, goshhh.

I woke up at 8, had a shower.

Txt Bob that we'll be meeting at 9.30am.

We headed to the gym.

It has been a long time,

The last time was like 1 month ++ ago.

The gym was kinda full.

But today is monday how come its full.

Bob says probably its monday's blues that people don't go to work.

well bob maybe it is.

After that we lepak under a void deck for a while,

talk crap for some time.

Me and Farhan headed home,

For Bob he headed to Dhoby Ghaut for i dunno,

Shopping??.

Upon reaching home.

I took a quick bath, watched gossip girls ep 6.

After that was Snoring time all the way till 8.30pm.

I woke up because my stomach was growling.

Im hungry.

Go to the kitchen hoping there'll be some food.

Unfortunately the was'nt.

Wash up, wear something on.

Get out of the house to S11.

Had 2 pratas for dinner.

Well did'nt think that enough for me.

we'll see how long we i can last for tonight.

Darl Juli will be back on wednesday,

dunno whether its gonna be in the morning, evening or night.

But i guess it'll be night.

Two more days to go.

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

(Darl this is the longest sigh i've ever type for my blog)

Come home soon,

i miss you freaking much.

p.s I love you.

2008-12-12T21:08:00.004+08:00

Himynameisishak.

& i love Tengku Syamirah Juli.

Ydae i went to RP.

To meet my sweetheart Juli.

Pick her up from sch.

Had wat u call lunch at around 5.

LUNCH??! at 5??!!

I was finding block W1.

That's where gf block is.

I got thru the glass door,

there first thing i look out for is

of course the sign/direction to W1.

But all i could see is signboard to W2 - W9.

Im scratching my head and askin myself

WHERE THE HELL IS W1?

Im like a foreigner going into other people's polytechnic.

so i decided to stand in the middle of the place

waiting. . .

Gf found me, a guy who couldn't find W1.

We had sumthing to eat.

After eating i wanted to go to the toilet.

So we walk to the toilet,

AND THERE!!!! i walk thru the exit of the foodcourt.

i was like WHAt?!! that is W1.

gf was slapping her forehead before my very eyes.

She still can't believe it i did'nt saw that BIG W1.

ohhh man its a really BIG W1 down there

& i could'nt see it.

When i say its BIG trust me its BIG.

I feel that i should bang my head on the wall at that moment.

Ishak ohh ishak.

How can u not saw W1.

We window shop at causeway point for a while.

the wheather was wet ydae.

so i tot there's not goin to be soccer.

I txt my fren for confirmation.

at the same time hoping that there'll be no soccer ydae nite.

If there's no soccer i could spend more time with my sweetheart.

But unfortunately there is.

we're still playing wet or dry.

I have to go. Kiss goodbye to Juli ( muackkxx! ) hahaha!.

Rush to jurong St. Soccer Court.

I was expecting some whining and complaining

attack on me.

Well im prepared for that.

hahahhahaha! I was suppose to be there at 8.

but i came at 8.20pm..

20 mins late not bad wat still okay.

After and exhausting day yet i could'nt find a peaceful.

I don't know why? yet i wonder why?

hmmmmm..

To my sweetheart:

I miss you like crazy.

Although we got little time to spend.

I appreciate every moment with you.

Laughter and crapping occasion is unavoidable.

Pardon me if im being irritating just a bit.

Nahhh not a bit its A LOT MORE!

Remember this sweetheart ishak always loves you.

Thru thick & thin i'll always be there for you.

I treasure you a lot.

You're so precious that i could'nt bear to lose you.

p.s : I love you , love ishak.

Always be my baby.

2008-12-07T17:47:00.006+08:00

NOT DEPRIEVED

;)

Finally i met gf ydae.

It was a whole lot of fun!!!

REALLY FUN!

As usually i made a fool out of myself.

hahaahahahah!
NOW I CAN MEET YOU EVERY DAY!!!!!!!!

Well well. I did enjoy myself ydae.

Gf secretly stared at me for like sometime.

I dunno y she did that for.

We had Ice blended Belgian Choco.

Headed to keppel bay and chill out.

Its so relaxing.

finally felt ur hug,

a kiss from u,

hold ur hand.

but then time ticks real fast.

Its time to go homee.

Gf pull a long face..hahahah!!

she hate it when we've to part.

we have no choice but to right.

we'll meet again some other day.

Tengku Syamirah Juli

The One who's always True To me.

I love you.

2008-12-06T00:11:00.003+08:00

"This Time All I Want Is You."

I'M DEPRIVED FROM GF

Have'nt been seeing gf for about 5 days now.

It feels like 15days or even a month.Gosh!

This kinda of feelin suck.

The fact is I really miss her.

That it hurts hell yeah.

Frustrated.

Gf i want you now can?

unfortunately NOT!

so gf decide we gonna meet tmrw.

Die! die! must meet.

hahahahah!

She wants to slack at vivo city.

Have Ice Blended Belgian Chocolate.

And chill, its time to catch up again.

So finally.The moment i've been dying for.

hahahahahahah!!

Well MST ends today.

The last paper was Maths and it sucks big time.

There a LOT of Q's i dunno how to do.

I just HENTAM je lah!

hahahahahahah!!

Im free now..
:)

2008-11-30T21:31:00.004+08:00

SWEET!!!!!!! 19

Firstly i dun expect this to happen.
Darl ring my hp "B,im a chinese garden im

im comin to give u ur pezzie."

i was like what!!!!???

Why did'nt u tell me u were coming.

I tot u say u were goin out with ur family.

Now u're at chinese garden???

Bloody hell i was being tricked.

I was taken aback.

Coz at that moment of time i was doin nothing.

Just staring at my lappy aimlessly.

Suddenly this sweetheart of mine called in,

pop up a surprise for me.
Smile!! u're on candid camera. tsk2!

Well im happy :D.

You can see me smile like kambing today.

At least i get to see u when im missing u very much.

Im so touched by those DIY cards.

so sweet of you!.

Those notes wrote how much u love me.

Those pictures were memories of us,

spending time together.

U go to this extend just to make me smile.

Im grateful to have you.

U cared for me, Be there for me

in the toughest moment i had in life

or even the happiest moment.

Such deeds u've done for me,

shall not be forgotten.

I appreciate it a lot, for your sincerity.

THANK YOU!!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

Happy bdae idiot this is ur prezzies!

G-SHOCK WATCH!

DIY cards. sweet!

see that pic with flower in the background.

That's my honey, pretty baby! :)

GREEN T- shirt! since i dun have any

green T- shirt in my wardrobe.

Tis is the first one! :)

Thank you for everything!

I've been like thanking her

i dunno countless of time already.

This is the first time someone did sweet things

like this to me!!!!

I love you tengku syamirah juli!!!!

Always will! Always do!

XOXO ishak.

2008-11-24T19:01:00.003+08:00

TICK TOCK! TICK TOCK!

I miss Tengku Syamirah Juli.
10 more days to go baby!
tick tock tick tock!

hmm..great things happen lately.
Im a happy human being lately.
hahahaha! Smiling tk tentu pasal also have.
Im looking forward to holiday.
I want to spend my time with gf.

and yahhh! gf is being a sweetie ydae.
she helped me do 2 of the question for my RJ.
Thank you gf! I love you.

Im grateful and blessed to get to know you.

Im yours baby! always! i love you!

♥ ishak

2008-11-20T15:55:00.004+08:00

IDEA/IE

I've just finished my part doing,

the circuit design for my group.

Im now relaxing in class,hehe!

Suffer first,Enjoy later.

So im enjoying now.

Talking to darl now.

This is Random.

I think my IDEA lecturer looks like

MR MAGOO

Im hungry. . Very hungry.

I only had breakfast that is

2 plain bread. -_-

I was rushing to sch today morning.

I eat till my heart content later at home.

Its been exactly one week,

one week i did'nt meet gf.

And this feeling is kinda of SUCK big time.

P.S: I LOVE YOU!

2008-11-20T10:27:00.003+08:00

ASSIGNMENT!!

Problem Solved! I've been doing this Program Design Assignment.

It's so head cracking! Ydae i spent a bout 4-5 hours to figure out!

Frustrated! I kept on blasting vulgarities!

I'm not at the correct state of mind that time.

My darling knows that. hahahahha!

She heard a bit of it.

This is the part i've been doin from ydae!

I solved this this morning! Just a few mins of thinking!

ITS DONE BABY! DONEE!!

So how are you feeling now ishak??

VERY HAPPY BEB!!

hahahahah!!

2008-11-18T11:36:00.004+08:00

I'm On Lunch Break now.

class dismissed at 11.18am.
im alone now, my other two mates did'nt turn up,
but they'll be comin for the lesson after lunch,
1st is Mr Shahir reason for not turning up is,
Not IMPORTANT! i still got 14 days MC whatt,
CHICKENPOX!!
And yes i have yet to get CHICKENPOX!
But not now, hopefully i dun get infected by him,
If i do, im goin to blame him.hahaha! ;)
2nd is Mr Danial Ihsan reason for not turning up,
Ermmm . . . . . . Basketball training at Ex- sec sch.
Ohkk..im taking down notes for them.
Don't want them to miss anything.

Im slacking alone at the usual spot @ block T6.
Ate food which i brought from home.
On my lappy, load anime videos to watch :),
pm tengku syamirah juli, txt my fren what time they're comin.
Today sch ends at 3.30pm.

My darling is sick,
Better take care of urself kay honey,
Drink lotsa water replenosh urself,
Have proper meals,
Eat ur medicine.
I love you! Take good care of yourself aite!
B loves you very much! :)

2008-11-18T09:30:00.002+08:00

BEB, DH KAT NER???

nyahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Sorry i just miss you gf.

psssstt I love you.

2008-11-17T23:04:00.005+08:00

15 more days to go. . .

Particularly today i have the mood to perspire!

I reached home put my things,

change to running attire,

then off i go running from my house all the way to

Jurong Lake Park passby Chinese Garden,

I feel like vomiting for a moment.

coz i push myself, to run faster at a longer distance.

After a good perspiration,

I had a cold bath,

its niceee.. :D

Check my hp no one called or txt me. :S

I've found out that one of my module,

Digital Electronic (DE) for this MST,

will be tested on the topics we've learned,

from Sem 1,

i was like WTFF!??,

Damn, i thought it was over,

But no! no! no!!!,

Lucky for other Subjects we're only tested on

what we've studied tis term..

Pheww..

I miss my juli very much.

I feel empty without her.

The one that brighten up my day

even at a darkest moment.

The flower that shines brighter than

any others,

That's u baby. Only you.<p>

Thinking of you each and everyday.
Loving you 24hour everyday.
Looking at the pictures of us,
How far we've come.

I L.O.V.E YOU

2008-11-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

It's Been Long.

Finally ydae i get to meet darl.

It's really an unplanned meeting.

In sch i just PM her, meet me lata okay.

hahahahah!

I know she's down with problem in sch.

So decided to meet her,

to cheer her up.

It was so much fun,

I smiled all the the time.

I really could'nt help it.

Stared at her even when she's not looking at me.

hahaha!

I just have'nt get enough of you.

But today, im so helpless.

It seems that i could'nt help her out.

I wish that i could be by ur side now.

But the sadly i can't.

I feel so helpless now.

Im sorry darl.

Sorry is all i can say for now. . . :(

I love you. . . . . .

Mood: hmm seems to have many things running in my mind. :(

2008-11-12T16:52:00.005+08:00

Today is Wednesday.
I did'nt go to sch today.
hahah! im a lil bit unwell.
feels so weak when waking up.
txt darl told her im not goin to sch.
my classmate krisz called me if im goin to the gym.
i can't coz im not feeling well.

I miss juli very much.
very much that no words can describe.
i decided to start studying today.
starting on PEEE first i guess.
have to finish program design assignment tonite.
program design is quite stressful.hahaha!
it makes me think until i feel like my brain is handling
too much load.

this is day 4, 17 more days to go.
Ugghhh! really pain in the ass.
tis sucks.
I've to bare with it no matter what.

Ydae darl asked me if i have anything today.
She wanted to meet up.
i said i can't i need to start revising.
urgghhhH!!!!! sorry darl.

Tmr i will attend lessons on the 1st half of the day only.
coz i have doc's appointment at 2.50pm.

P.S: I MISS YOU

2008-11-11T11:44:00.003+08:00

Hello wello..

2 more weeks to MST.

tsk2! stress! stress!! stress!!

i have to start studying.

Need more rest. plenty of rest.

Been sleeping b4 12 these 2 days.

today planning to sleep at 10.30pm.

hahahah!

Today i woke up i had a headache.

Not enough sleep i guess.

Im not a deep sleeper.

Im a light sleeper tat means i would wake up,

if i heard a lil bit of sounds or noise.

Ydae im a lil bit down.

With some stuffs i dun wan to elaborate.

So came my sweetheart Tengku Syamirah Juli.

Thanks gf for hearing me out.

I need to let it out.

There you go make me laugh again.

Thank you! I love you!

Thanks for being there for me.. :))))

I miss you so much baby.

I want to embrace you.

I want your warmth.

I need you.

your beloved,

ishak

2008-11-09T00:57:00.003+08:00

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you.

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is a faith,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...Your love,

This song i so beautiful & meaningful.
I love you Juli,i always do.
smile always :)

2008-11-06T20:45:00.004+08:00

School was okay.

Finished my ciruit for water level detector

and my circuit works perfectly.

Relieved? yeahh.

More difficult project coming up,

but i'll be fine i have done these stuffs before.

guess what 3 more weeks to Mid Semestral Test.

im really stress up about tis.

its like time ticks super fast these days.

I need to catch up with sch.

If not i might suffer from depression.hahahahah!!!

Hmm its the 4th month.

I've known u for 4 months already? okay.

time really flies. . . huhuh and still counting.

And i have no wings ( READ THIS AIDA )

hahahahahah!

Been busy like hell.

Hold on tight baybeh, we're moving forward.

I've been wearing ur watch like most of the time.

hahahah! its the only thing from you,

the only thing that is attached to me most of the time.

Even when i go to bed.hahahaha!

only took it off when bathing.

NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Yahhh wat did u say when we first chat?

i would forget ur full name?

No i did not. TENGKU SYAMIRAH JULI.

i still remember, until today.

its stuck in my head.

So this is it. for now.
will update again when i have time.
I love my gf, tengku syamirah juli.

2008-11-01T03:26:00.003+08:00

This is Camwhore shit @ Chinese Garden.

Piggyback!

I just love this pic! :)

Hi i love you!

Like models or not? hahah! lol!

This is my current wallpaper! Heeeee!

Just random post of our pics together.

P.S I LOVE YOU.

2008-10-26T02:17:00.005+08:00

Hello world!

blogger photo uploader is being an ass.

i was updating about A7X gig just now,

wanted to upload some photos.

but there's some shitty network error.

guess i'll just have to upload it tmr.

so check my blog frm time to time for A7X update.

Hmm. . kinda of cold right now,

its raining. I love rain.

my beloved juli went abroad (JB) with her family,

till monday i guess.

im missing her rite now.

I promise her i would take good care of myself,

she would say "Drink a lot of water lah B please."

cause im having flu and coughing all the time.

guess i won't hear her voice for a while.

So how i spend my time today?

woke up..eat.

On lappy upload photos i took ydae.

Called darl to explain y i came home pretty late (5am).

Go to sleep again cause im freaking tired.

Woke up. bath. eat.

Watch movie on my lappy Love Guru & P.S I Love You.

Now blogging. . . .

After this sleep again.

To Juli
P.S I Miss You. . .

2008-10-26T01:09:00.011+08:00

A7X!

A7X gig was AWESOME.
It was full of energy.

I had my stamina all drained out.

Before the gig and after the gig i'm all sweaty.

Disgusting thou.haha. .

gf stick with me, i hold her tight.
Protecting her from those violent mosh pits around
and people who body surf on top of us.
On top of all we did enjoyed ourselves, right my dear?

HERE'S THE PICS

Cool Stage

Its is starting. . ready..steady. . . . . . . .

GO! . . . . .

Spot anything unusual??? tag me aite.

Zacky Vengeance

Zacky & Syn

M. Shadows.

Johnny Christ

The Rev at the back!

THEY ROCK MY DAY!!!!

2008-10-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

I did spent my time well today.
Meet darling at clementi around 3pm.
Then we proceed to Far East plaza.
Walk and survey around.
I wanted a pair of jeans and shoe.
She wanted to buy a pair of shoe.

I bought black jeans at top man Wisma.
My budget was $50 - $60.
The jeans was within my budget $59.
Darling bought 2 dresses. 1 for $19.90
2nd pair for $10. Good offer.
I was looking for my shoe all over
but could'nt find it.

Then we go to Heeren.
There my objective was to find my shoe.
We walk around and we bought tis shirt,
similar thou at four skin.
Now we both got the same shirt.hahahah!
In the end darling never get her shoe
she bought 2 dresses and a shirt.
Still could'nt find my shoes.

Next stop Cineleisure.
Objective of course my shoe.
Look all over again no sight of my shoe.
Last stop Plaza Singapura
yet i can't find the shoe that i wanted.
settle down at LJS to eat.
I ate Combo 1 and Potato Skin chips
on the other hand darling had chicken wrap.
At one point of time she said
" B, smile..smile lah..smile with ur teeth.."
then she said "ehh u look the same as the person( ugly pirate smiling widely ) in pic"
pointing to the picture on the tray.
-_- like cibs kn.
But still ILY!

Ohhh yaaa..at Far East Plaza
Darling introduce to me this FRIED MARS BAR dessert.
OMG LAH!!! so freaky nice uh.
gonna hate you for that.hahahah!

After the meals we decided to head home.
Ohh ya darl was so tired.
Tat she slept on the train leaning on my shoulder.
She yawn a couple of times too.hahahaha!
And she said she's dizzy and sleepy.
It was so much fun with darl today.
I can see she's enjoying it.
Laughing out loud like nobody's business.
Eventhough i've become a laughing stock to her.
She's making me look like a fool. But still yahhh u know!
hahahahah! its okay. Next time it'll be pay back time.
HAHAHAHAH! *evil laugh*

Thanks honey, for accompanying me.
I had a lot of fun with u around.
So have a good rest.
Enough rest = HEALTHY BODY!
yeahhhh!!
ILY darling!

2008-10-17T23:57:00.004+08:00

Yeahh2! I got my lappy back.

Feels awkward without my lappy for almost a week.

I rush thru the day.

Firstly after sch i have to go to Acer serv center

to collect my lappy, then off to the mosque,

after prayers off to BBDC, then off again to gym.

Fuhhhh!

I rush and i forgot 3 things.

1) Umbrella ( for rainy day )

2) My watch

3) Socks (went to the gym w/o socks)

See i tend to leave something behind when i'm rushing.

This is my definition of LOVE

I LOVE someone.

Its the feeling of sincerity, care & concern towards each other.

Be there for each other. When she's down cheer her up.

U will feel great when u make her smile. * Seriously*

Surprises are always sweet. Make something unexpected.

Sometimes we need to sacrifice.

Make her feel she's special.

Be her laughing gas.

Cherish every moment.

After all of that hope for the best.

Insyaallah.

I pray to god may we last . . . .

cause i can't imagine what is life w/o her.

I love you Juli.
I miss you.

love,ishak

2008-10-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

My lappy is ready for collection yeah! yeah!!

hahahaha..

repaired lappy = $350 -_-

watever it is i want my lappy back a.s.a.p

it feels so awkward goin to sch withou lappy.

BTL @ BBDC today was *yawwnnnn*

Boringgg..

Luckily the one conducting this lesson is a joker.

If not i would have fallen asleep long ago.

hahahahahahah

Tmr is Wednesday and i'll be seeing my darl..

hahahahahah! yes! yes!!

Finally..

Sorry for making u miss me so badly..

you can do whatever you want to me tmr aite ;)..

ILY Always <3

2008-10-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hi people..

Its been a long time since the last time i update..

So today is the first day of sch..

Im so Shag on the beginning of sch..

Lack of rest i think..

First lesson was GEM's.

It was an introduction not much thing.

BOORIIINGGG!...

2nd Lesson Principles Of Electronic & Electrical Circuit

I SLEPT already..

HAHAHA!!

Can't help it..

11.30 was my lunch break Rushed to ACER service centre

to get my lappy repaired coz small bro did sumting to my lappy

and got an LCD crack $350 Fuuuhhh!!!

I will get it back within the next 5 working days..

Feel a lil bit awkward thou without my lappy on the first day..

Maths module was urgghh! hard..

New lecturer, she's short and i can't hardly see what's she's writing

on the blackboard maybe because of her height and the people infront of

me are taller than expected..

haizzz..

She teaches so fast that i got lost at times..

I need to do extra work by revising and understanding the topic myself

when i get home.

I travel by home by bus.

It was okay thou 50-60 mins to reach home

compared to train then switch to bus 35-45 mins.

Bus service 105 is a lot faster than 185.

So i have decided to give it a try goin to sch by bus tis week.

I miss Tengku Syamirah Juli freaking much :(.

I'm goin to have a tight schedule tis week man.

damnn..

ILY <3>

2008-10-02T23:24:00.003+08:00

2nd Oct
What did ishak do?
HAHAHAH!!
Woke up at 7am.
I secretly came to juli's place without telling her.
Under her block i beep her.
telling her hey im at ur place now.
juli :"are you serious?!"
me: "yahh..come down NOW!"
seeing is believing.hahahah!!

Obviously i got some beatings, coz i did'nt tell her i was comin.
she txt me y i'm not asleep,
i told her cause my mom and dad woke up already
so i think i shud wake up already.

The purpose is to surprise her & and gave her bdae presents.
hahahahahah!!
So my plan worked again.
She was smiling like hell!!
So happy uh tu.
hahahahah! :D
Glad that u're happy and glad that u like it.

But SORRY i don't have any cake and candles for u.
:(
cause its festive season & and we've been like busy.
this is all i could do.

Happy bdae Tengku syamirah Juli,
U've turn 17 today,
Smile always okay,
Wat's is ur bdae wish tis year?
I would like to know.heheheh!!
I love u darling! I miss you too!
Muackx!!
Hope to see u soon. :)

2008-10-02T14:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY

TENGKU SYAMIRAH JULI!!

Im so dead tired!

BUT HAPPY!

She like the presents i gave her.

P.S:I LOVE YOU!

I just woke up..I think i shud bath..goin out to relatives house later

2008-09-30T03:26:00.004+08:00

I miss her so much. . .
ydae went across the border tat is j.b
i had my last min shopping for hari raya.
had to rush here and there. pheww!
lucky i had i wanted to find.

Today will be goin to various,
i need to find frame and a couple more things.
time is running out.

Tmr mark the end of Ramadhan.
The end of fasting month.
Tmr night ketupat,lontong and all the nice foods will be available.
hahahahahah!! yum2!

To: Tengku Syamirah Juli
I miss u like crazy already,
i want to hug you,
i want to kiss you,
i want to hold your warm hand,
most of all I love you!!

<3>

b, miss u very much.
I feel a lil bit empty without you.
:( , but its okay i can manage myself.

tengku syamirah juli

the one who makes me

want to fall in love again.

the one who unlock my heart,

a secret key that no one have found

except you.

2008-09-28T05:17:00.004+08:00

HERE'S THE PIC (F1 TRAFFIC MARSHAL)

MACDONALDS LATE NITE SUPPER!

PEACE BAYBEH!

OKAY TIS IS DUMB!!

WHILE WAITING WE TAKE PICCAS!

THE COOL & THE SEXY!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

im damn freaking tired.

Need somemore sleep.

And i miss her.. :(

2008-09-27T13:05:00.003+08:00

Good afternoon.
Ydae work was tiring.
Not because the work is tough.
Im tired of just standing,and directing the cars.
The work is pretty easy.
1hr $8 what more can i ask.
Plus an additional $10 for daily transportation.

We came down to Kallang MRT,
and make our way to the F1 Shuttle bus.
We were on time, well just in case we're goin to be late or what
we arrived there earlier.
walk to the shuttle bus and ask the coordinator
whether this CHARTERED bus is going to the National Stadium.
coz we're deployed there.
UNFORTUNATELY.
we were told its not heading there instead its heading to Gate 1.
we ask the security and other personnels working IF there's
a bus heading to National Stadium.
Their reply "There's no bus heading to National Stadium."
Ohh my time is running out.
I called the one In Charge coz we were told to meet there
and there will be a bus fetching us to our workplace.
Their planning SUCKS! thumbs down!
Well u could at least tell us
1) What's the bus plate number?
2) What type of bus big bus,double decker,mini bus,van??
3)Meet up at which particular area specify it.

TSK2!!! it was like rojak.
Then make another call,were told the bus is on the way.
wait and wait and wait..But CRAP where the hell is the bus.
Time check 4.45pm time is running out.
Me and the others search for the bus around the area
this time we were told to look for this plate number
and there the bus were at the other END!!!!!

In the end we arrived at the workplace LATE!!!
Hate being LATE.... "-_-
If our pay is being deducted im SOO goin to protest.
Its not our fault, we came early.
The one planning and organising this thing,
He's the one to be blame.

Tap in card,Sign In.
Took our necessary stuff.
Wait AGAINNNNN...
Then briefing..
Start work,Work for 1+ hour,
Then break fast 30 mins break.
Eat,drink,rest adn to the toilet.
Off to work again.

Did'nt have time to call my darl,
Time constraint.
Time check 12.20 the carpark almost empty already.
we're kinda free already.
Told to meet up at the tent @ 12.30.
They're goin to release us early.Yeahhh2!
Aup and aeem were hungry. As for me im Okay2 uh..
hahahahahahahahah!
Went to Mc to eat,after that aup's father came to pick us up.
Damn im tired.
Ring darl when i reached home, talk to her for a while.
IMY! IMY! IMY!!!!

Then Lights out!!! Did'nt wake up for sahur today.
Mom did wake me up but then . . . .
U lah eh no need to elaborate.
understand understood.

I will upload the pics on the next POST.
Byeeeeee...

ILY TENGKU SYAMIRAH JULI!
love,
ishak. . . . . .

2008-09-26T12:25:00.006+08:00

Working today.

start in a couple of hours more,

5pm - 1am.

Will be goin home either by cab or aup's father will come to pick us up.

worse come to worse we'll be staying there wait till the first train.

we'll see how the situation goes.

Doin traffic marshall at the national stadium.(carpark)

Control and allow only authorised cars to pass thru.

Will be doin this for like 3 days.

26th,27th,28th.

So i'll be missing u darling.

If everyday i work like this like no life seh.

Lucky 3 days only.

HAHAHAH!

In fact i miss you already now.

How eh??

ILY!!

IMY!!

I'LL MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!

my love is your love

2008-09-25T00:41:00.003+08:00

Juli = Irritating Ass

BUT still I LOVE YOU!

No doubt bout that.

:)))))))

The fact that u came into my life,

just make my life more wonderful,

fill it with colours & surprises.

I'm happy when i see u're happy.

Coz i understand u have a unpleasant past.

So i'll try to make it better in the future.

So i could see u smile :) .

Juli my love for you is sincere,

its genuine,

i've no regrets at all.

so hold on to my hand and dun let go will ya?

<3 ishak

2008-09-23T14:26:00.004+08:00

WHAT DID I DO YDAE???

I had it all planned. Not telling my sweetheart that im goin to CWP.

Objective : Meet her, give a surprise treat.

since you miss me so much.

Sign out from MSN, and off i go.

Txt her "Hmm when's ur presentation??

Sorry went offline without telling u."

Keep on pressing and askin

what she was doin at the moment.

Time check 4.20pm, Location : Causeway point.

By the time the clock tick 4.30pm, i gave her a call.

Asking whether she have finish lesson blalbalba.

She's kinda of irritated by me keep on askin "where u now?"

She aske me where am i? i said im at a shop with my mom.

Pheww..

hahahahahah!! but then she still dunno im at CWP waiting for her.

Okay things are goin smoothly.good. :)

Until i saw her fren but i did'nt see her.

Then i said hey where u?? turn back,meet me infront of the toilet area.

Juli : "Huh? where are you??" clueless.

She saw me with that shocked face, keep on punching me.

HAHAHA! caught u there.

So it was a surprise. heeeee!

And she still can't believe it.

hahahahahahah!

Walk around told her actually im treating her to break fast.

Then she asked are u serious? ...

me :Am i smiling?..

hahahahahahah.

we proceed to pizza hut at 6.20pm.

ordered Starzbites Meals,sweet & spicy drumlets,beef balls and desserts.

At one point of time " Now this is what i call a date."

hahahahahahah! okay!.

We were so full. But then we still have dessert to go.

Lastly dessert ceremony.

Juli had warm chocolate cake,and OMG!

the cake it's sooooo dman good uh.

With the rich taste of chocolate melting in ur mouth.

Juli must be thinking tis is heaven.hahahahah!

This is

Juli<3 and she's contented with what she's having.

This is the bloody idiot who tricked juli to this surprise. ;)

What i had was chocolate symphony just ICE CREAM -_-.

After the meal, walk our way to civic centre.

As my honey want to do her RJ.

But then as usual sidetrack watch class video.hahahahah!

Walk her home..

Reached her place, hmm as usual we have to part right.

Feels so heavy did'nt want to.

I hugged her so tight, saying that we'll meet again.

Kiss her forehead, then she looked up

kiss her lips.Awwww!

(suddenly feel i got wings)

Mcm movie scene jek. NI BKN MOVIE SCENE DA!

Overall i had sooo much fun!!!,

Seeing ur shocked face its priceless,

Being with u is so much fun,

No regrets getting to know,

Hold on to me and never let go aite?

I'll do my best to make u smile :).

Be there when u want me to be.

I LOVE YOU JULI!<3

Always do. . . . . . . . . .

2008-09-19T16:18:00.003+08:00

Wednesday 17/10/08
The Return Of The Contenders

Supposingly im meeting darl at her sch, but then i was LATE.

Yeah LATE!

so she told me why not just meet at J.E MRT station.

Meet her at J.E in the center of the cabin.

Particularly she does'nt like to ride in the last on first cabin.

she likes it in the center dunno y.

Then proceed to Chinese Garden to meet her other 2 friends.

Han and Diq.

Walk our way to Jurong East Sports Complex.

They decided to grab some tidbits.

Later on went to KFC and smuggle into the sports hall.

Infront of the entrance NO FOODS AND DRINKS sign.

well who cares! we're fasting. And my girlfriend is a smuggler.

hahahahahahahaha!!nolah jokin.

The main event starts at 10pm.

Well that's what i've been waiting for.

First match from Thailand a 15 year old boy vs tis dunno who guy.

15 year old!! did i heard it wrong?! 15 or 50??

confirm 15 not 50..

15 Year old already into PRO Fights.

Cool shit. The out come of the fight.

15 year old boy WIN!!

Next up Girls fight.

The two are good. omg!

diq was saying "eh juli i wonder how uh one day u become like this muay thai fighters,

i pity ur husband." Looking at me " i pity u uh ishak."

hahahahah! ehk hello! Wat's tat suppose to mean??

my darl is a kind and gentle person okay. :)

Natalie the one in white won!

Asian Title

Zach vs Takeshi

This match was kinda a lil bit boring.

Not much i can see. Lots grapple.

Tis match we had a draw. rematch will be on another day.

Intercontinental Title

Soren and Naruepol!

One of my fav fighter Naruepol.

It was an intense fight. Naruepol owned it.

Soren i can see he's annoyed getting hit on the face a couple of times.

Outcome : Naruepol won. Now he holds on that title

WMC Middleweight Title.

Yoddy vs Madsua.

Really looking forward for this fight.

Pheww!! very Intense!

Yod had his opponent drop on the 2nd round.

3rd round TKO!!! Yod gave hard punches on the stomach!

Madsua can't take it anymore. By of the count of 10 he lay on the ground.

YODSEANKLAI defends his title!!!

wohhhoo!!!

Honey i'll always be by ur side,

Whether it is a good or bad occasion,

I'll be there when u need me,

I'll try my very best to be there,

For the one u hope that u can turn to

when there's no one to turn to.

ILY always do.

2008-09-19T16:16:00.001+08:00

Wednesday 17/10/08

The Return Of The Contenders

Supposingly im meeting darl at her sch, but then

2008-09-18T19:50:00.002+08:00

Im off to playing soccer.

need to sweat it out.

I LOVE JULI!!!

see ya later. :)

2008-09-18T02:42:00.005+08:00

i dunno y uh.

but im sorry if i've hurt u anywhere.

i will learn from my mistakes and i have to learn to understand u more.

i think im slowly beginning to understand u.

sorry if i'm imperfect.

self reflecting is the best way for me to know what i've done wrong.

Goodnite . . . . .

2008-09-17T14:18:00.003+08:00

17/09/08

WEDNESDAY

I'll be meeting my beloved juli in a couple of hours.

I dunno what to wear??

Exam results

Singapore Polytechnic 2008/2009 S1 Examination Results

Student ID: 0859192

Name: ISHAK BIN HARON

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade

---------------------------------

ET0083 - 4 - A

SP0302 - 2 - A

MS5145 - 4 - C

SEMESTER GPA: 3.2

CUMULATIVE GPA: 3.2

ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE

- This email is for notification purpose and not an official copy of the examination results.

- This is a computer generated email. Please do not reply to it.

i was aiming for GPA 2.5 at least and not wanting to repeat any module

especially MATHEMATIC i got C expected a D or F.

hhahahah! so yeah tis is it.

So long i've been waiting for.

THE RETURN OF THE CONTENDERS

Looking forward for the TITLE fights.

Zach will be fight against Takeshi for WMC ASIAN TITLE.

Yoddy will take on Madsua for WMC WORLD TITLE.

Soren Vs Naruepol for WMC INTERCONTINENTAL TITLE.

Its goin to be a Hot sizzling Night.

PIC OF THE DAY

my love <3

2008-09-15T03:30:00.004+08:00

Break-fast with mates today.

At lucky plaza, ate what??

Nasi Ayam Penyet Ria.

hahahahahah! The sambal belacan powerr!!

Hell yeahh pics taking!!

u're drop dead gorgeous,seriously!!

i was stunt for a while.hahahahah!!

and u're still gorgeous and beautiful now.

omg lah! meltz. hahahahahah!!

2008-09-14T03:50:00.003+08:00

Outing with Juli and friends.

Alrite ydae had a break - fast outing with my darling juli and frens.

Venue Arab St. they wanted to eat @ Zam Zam

but too bad its already full. When to the next door shop.

Ohhkay now,the situation there was HECTIC.

Communication between staff down there is BAD.

Food came at around 7.05 - 7.10pm approximately around there lah uh.

All foods was served except for two of juli's classmates, who was it again

babu and natasha if im not wrong.(correct or not anyhow only!)

Natasha ordered Mutton murtabak without Onions and have to wait

for a freaking long time for it to be served like wth.

Have to wait a little bit longer for the drinks to arrive too.tsk2!

I ate mutton murtabak and juli's was Chicken briyani.

We ate half portion of our meals and then exchange,

i had hers, and she had mine.

i asked her " why is the chicken looks damn big?"

She said " good what."

good meh this looks like steroid injected chickens.

i dun think its good.

And one of them what's her name uh Carmen uh i think so uh.

She said the murtabak taste funny taste like oily2 taste.

Jerome was like explaining to me "what she mean was the oil" then i intterupted

ohh i think i get it "the oil got mix with petrol,kerosene all that kind of taste uh."

Jerome add some more thing maybe the one's cooking add some sweat,

mucus and all that stuff u know..hahahah!!! damn disgusting!

but then he's a funny guy.(undenialable)

After the meal we went down, the cute girl name who uh victoria

if im not wrong,She asked so how much was the bill for our table

ours was $50++and theirs was $40++.

Then she said "ohhh. urs is more bcoz u all order tat BATUPAK!"

hahahahahah! i laughed!... Its not batupak ! its murtabak!

Her expression was funny! priceless!..she said it out like damn with CONFIDENCE.

hhahahah! cute girl thou.

After the meal, they wanted to have sheesha.

although i did'nt want to.

went around to search for an empty spot that's not occupied.

Bump into someone, FARHAN BIN KAMSANI.

he was also goin to have a try on one of those thing "sheesha".

at last they found one empty spot, as for some of them did'nt want to blow the pipe,

we decided to walk around bugis junction.

At bugis junction sumone saw me and even waved infront of me its AIDA!

But then i did'nt realise tat there were someone waving infront of me!

Sorry yahh im quite blur ydae.

Went into this Intercontinental Hotel.

Carmen wanted to check something the price of the cake down there.

Coz she said the cake is at half the price by tis time.

We were all "WOWWING!"

The place so stunning and nice.

Aini "If i were to hold my marriage function here."

hahahahah!!!okay think too far already.

All of them went upstairs to the lobby i think.

But then juli had to leave already coz she had to be at her aunt's place by 10pm.

So wave our goodbyes then walk to the MRT station.

Juli was telling " Why are u rushing? can you walk slower?"

okay i can't help it, i normally walk with that kind of speed.

I'll try to walk slower when im with you next time kay.

then bump into sumone i know again! SHAIFUL and EHSAN!

Took a rebound train via marina bay.

Send her to khatib and walk her out to the control station.

she waves goodbye with the sad look on her face. :(

saying that i want more time with you!

but on the brighter side we manage to see each other :).

we'll be seeing each other again on wednesday.

THE CONTENDERS RETURN!

looking forward to this one!!

Hell yeahh! Man n lose to Liverpool 2-1 due to defenders

ERRORS and MISCOMMUNICATION.

damn!!

Honey, after puasa and hari raya

I'll sure have more time to spend with you

for now just be patient, time flies.

im comfortable with u, u make me smile to myself like

most of the time. Are you mad or what smiling to urself?

No im not!. Im just madly in love with someone.

I love you, sweetheart.

Let's cherish every moment when we're together.

2008-09-11T05:44:00.005+08:00

im like drop dead tired.
have'nt had enough sleep lately.
so, ydae i decided to go to bed early.
@ 10.30pm. Sorry honey i can't accompany you.
My body tells me to rest if not im goin to get sick anytime.
Enough food,water,air,sunlight, rest = HEALTHY body.

hmm..still searching for jobs,still waiting for the F1 to call.
hey tmrw its friday will be breaking fast with juli :D!
in a blink of an eye its goin to be friday already.
Okayy tats fast and 2nd week of Ramadhan is goin to finish soon.
I feel like the flies very fast these days.

Ydae went for this job interview.
The job is about Sales & Marketing to be precise Network Marketing.
To be sucessful in this job obviously you have to have BIG network.
Lots of contact,Lots of friends.
Hmm.i turned it down cost there's lots of things running thru my mind.
Lots of factors to look into.

Search for a job still continue. . . . . .. . .. . . .. . ...

And FATHER u have'nt been Fasting for 3 days already!

Ni dh mintak kene hantar balik gi MADRASAH ni.

Due to heavy smoking and addiction! All kind of excuses.

imy! imy! imy! imy! imy! imy!
ily! ily! ily! ily! ily! ily! ily! ily!
<3>
;p ;p ;p ;p ;p ;p ;p ;p ;p ;p ;p ;p
seeee yoooouuuu tmr!!!!!!! :DDD

2008-09-09T04:03:00.004+08:00

Keep holding on won't we?

But surely i will.

I want to hold on to you for as long as i can.

Will u take my hand?

SORRY if i hurt you.

Im back to myself again.

Although i feel like i miss sumone so much.

hey juli,when was the last time we see each other?

10 days ago. 30 aug 08.

But it feels like we haven been seeing each other like

1 month = 30 days??

So will be seeing u again on 19 sept.

Had to push it forward.

Coz sumting came up.

She was so frustrated when i told we had to postpone it to another day

supposingly we shud be goin out together this friday.

hmm i should be sleeping by now.

But then i could'nt sleep until pre dawn meal.

Been watching anime,korean dramas,and listening to songs.

And yahh! my comp came back from the dead.

It have been revived.

So i need to shift all the songs from my lappy to comp.

Total size of songs in lappy 7.86G.

Hmm i need to borrow bro's N81 8G to fit in all that songs.

So things has settled down.

She smiled, i smiled.

She's gay , Im Les.

Yeahhhh!! things are back to normal!

Im content now. Relief! phewww!

heheh!

So its love afterall <3

2008-09-05T08:00:00.006+08:00

19th Ashrafo borthdoe!

Hahahahah! Ydae was ash bdae.

U're older than me already.

Im still 18 years old.

He did'nt know that we all were coming.

Dr Adventure ooopps! i mean Dr afweak,

Make a surprise. He did'nt inform his bro whose coming.

Told us to come at his aunt house tmr to celebrate ash bdae.

And at 6plus close to 7. Knock2!

Happy bdae to yooooouuu! Happy bdae to yoooouuu!

Thats was us. Symphony Opera Bdae song for Mr ashraf.
Break fast had a feast. My stomach feels so bloated.

One pac not good.tsk2!

After all the eating. We had ashraf to cut the cake & we sang him a bdae song.

Peeps who were there to celebrate his bdae.heheh! surprise!

Hehehe! Hi! This is me and my boo dun be jealous kay honey.Hahahah!!

More picas hereee!!

Okay were caught unprepared..Afweak :" Kau jgn step ah eh botak."lol!

ahhh fun + rough pic..kau tonyoh kepale aku iraimi!

Overall : Food was great! Fun crapping around with those guys!

Anything for you babe.

Sacrifice and patience is the key

to unloack that heart. <3

2008-09-03T13:16:00.002+08:00

3rd day of ramadhan.

How's things going guys?

Boys no reason not to fast unless u're sick.

Girls u know when u cannot fast "the period" part its understoodable.

Im still on job searching heheheh!

Berbatov is Manu's. His debut will be the match between

Liverpool Vs Man utd.

Its a crucial one and man u need a striker like him.

I've booked my "hime" ( princess in jap ) on next friday.

Will be breaking fast with her.

Yeahhhh!!

Can't wait for next friday babey.

Time and location to break fast yet to decide.

The main thing i'll be meeting her tis friday.

Heeeee! Big smile! :))))))))

Can tmr be the next friday?? hahaha!

Dh tk sabar nmpk!

So next week i have a couple of outing with mates and friends too.

12th,13th,14th..wahhh 3 straight days.

Fuhhh..prepare to hear the

piercing sounds of melody (my moms nagging actually).

hahahahahahah!

Im so in love with you.

No doubt.

ILY!ILY!ILY!ILYY!

Only you.

<3>

2008-09-02T12:58:00.002+08:00

Baybeat 2008

29th Aug 2008

Baybeats was awesome. Looking forward to it.

Love bands like Electrico and Faspitch.

Faspitch performance was ROCKIN!

Before that

met TENGKU SYAMIRAH JULI BTE T S.

Then we go Vivo City had a lil bit of window shopping.

Now i have so many things in mind some many things buy.

But so little money to spend.hahahahah!

That's why i need a temporary job for tis long holiday.

Honey is falling in love with coffee bean ice blended belgian Chocolate.

And i just love to irritate her, although i know she hates me for that.

I still continue to be irritating just can't help it.

i just love to see her expression when she's irritated.

Damn cute.

One more thing she likes to get herself lost.

And i'll be like finding her,turn my head 360 degree.

Till i saw her at one spot laughing at how i react,WTH!.

so Let's have another quality time together shall we?

Insyaallah.

During the performance, juli had a hard time trying to see the stage.

Drink more milk lah..kids now a days did'nt take enough calcium tats y.

Work out! Sweat it out! Work those muscles out! be active also helps.

not boasting bcoz im tall.

Just giving tips how to grow and become tall.

Had my eyes on miss juli all the time.

Coz at baybeats there were large crowds.

i dun want to lose her in the crowds, its troublesome and

i'll have to build a search party to find her.

Hold on to her hands enjoy every moment i had with her.

Rush home..she's suppose to be home by 10.30pm

Time check its 10.10pm and we are still walking otw to city hall

MRT station.

I was walking very fast. Then when juli told me to relax and slow down.

While crossing the road lucky im alert and had sharp eyes at that time.

The car was not slowing down, and my dear juli want to cross the road

without looking right then left, then right again.

check if there's any cars.

I grab her hand tightly, so i save ur life honey.

remember okay.hahahahaha.

Juli told me not get off the train coz im meetin my mates at lakeside

and i think its the last train also to jurong east.

Meet radhi,zaki and rizal at lakey.Chit chat for a while.

Till 1 plus in the morning.

Decided to take a cab home i paid of course.

Lazy want to walk home.

Found out that my kitchen was on fire due to bro carelessness.

Washh upp and went to bed.

So lets meet up more often,

Aite darling,

Ur sincerity and honesty ,

that's what makes me fall in love with you.

ILY,Juli i always do.

2008-08-29T18:58:00.002+08:00

Today is the last paper.

Marks the end of examination for Sem1.

YahhhOOOO!!!!!

Enjoy! The stress is over.

Now i need to find a job. Need some cash nigga.hahahah!

After Hari Raya will be enrolling for car license.

Since im forbidden from taking up motor license.

My dad's is scared that i might end up with an accident.

Im no speed demon daddy.

Daddy : "You?! your face?! Youngster now adays. . . Blablabala"

Okay!*Shut Ears*

Hahahahahahahah!

Tmr Baybeats.

Will be meeting sumone for the first time.hahahah!

Eh! not the first time.The 2nd time.

So wats the plan tmr?!

I need to go window shopping first.

Then go watch movie.

After that We'll proceed to Espalanade.

So mates & friends! See u there.

Anything i just txt or call u all.

Tmr last day to enjoy b4 ramadhan.

Sunday night first terawih.

JGN LUPE TERAWIH BEB!

2008-08-26T03:59:00.003+08:00

Ydae was hectic!

I was running here and there racing against time.

First was helping idzuan his nephew "cukor" rambut ah beb.

Then aup asked if i wanted to go town accompany him.

But it was canceled due to the bad wheather.

I went home at 1 plus.

Wash myself up,change and went to Rad's house warming.

I ate a LOT!

Until at one point my stomach feel like bursting.

For six pacs to one pacs.

We played card game. FORFEIT for losers guess what?

Its plain water mix with salt = SALT water.

OMG! the taste just make me wanna puke.

I drank its once . Adib was unlucky he drank about 3 or 4 cups.

His face looked awful. Yuckkzz!!

Then we lepak for a while.

Head home at 11 plus. bath,online,webcam.ehehehe!

Feelings for you just keeps growing everyday.
Smiled whenever i hear ur voice or see a msg on my cell phone.
Think bout u every sec,
and when i shut my eyes i would only want to dream bout you.
Thus, im happy the way we are.
could we stay like this until the time comes we take it to another level.
Heart you. ILY

2008-08-23T02:43:00.002+08:00

Hi mates

DE paper done!! crappy shit i couldn't finish the paper.

9 marks fly away already.

Hahahah! fuck it! i dun care already.

No use getting stressed for what have past already.

So left MATHS paper only.

Tmr will be helping idzuan at his place will be overnighting i guess.

all this stress will be over soon.

and hope i could find a job for this 2 month holidays.

2 month holidays without job? = DRY

So let me tell sumthing.

I'm not ready for relationship, and im not goin to deny that i like u.

it's just im not ready,not ready to lose someone special.

dun want to lose another,afraid to lose another.

Dun like to see a bitter ending.

Hates break up.

well for me having only 1 ex explains why?

im still single and not into it.

Its hard.REALLY hard.

Past experience makes it harder.

I do think about it a lot.

I'll just leave it to god.

If we were meant to be,then we were meant to be.

But at least trust me u won't lose me.

thank you for letting it all out and being honest.

Appreciate it.

Dun show me that sad face of urs.

Smile! Smilee :) like always

I like you,the way you are.

See..u can run, but can't hide.

Eventhough u tell me u're fine.

i know u're not.

its written on ur face.

the sad smile i can see it.

u're bad on hiding ur feelings.

try to act tough huh?

u can't. :p

i can tell.

So im happy the way we are.

The daily things we do.

The Crappyness we shared.

The Lameness u endured.

hahahahahahahahah!

im happy that i can make u smile :)

There's a long road ahead of us.

Things to be discovered and shared together.

If we were meant to be,

then we were meant to be INSYAALLAH.

Have faith in ALLAH.

2008-08-20T15:33:00.003+08:00

PEEE PAPER

So the paper was okay2 uh. but damn the lecturer says

Transistor topic on BJT not be comin out.

But then today the paper there's 2 question on it.

HAH! buang ah tat question tikam2 i never study on that topic also.

But overall Op-amps and superposition theorem was okay.

Except for Zener Diode question on Section b.

I can partially do it so half mark for that.

So i'll be preparing for the next paper DE on tis friday.

i'll be havin more sleepless nite.

Need to concentrate more on Boolean Algebra and Flip Flop topic.

The rest shud be fine.

I miss someone so much.

But glad to get to hear ur voice everyday.

She's got a sexy voice. NO LAH!!!:p

Sweet voice i shud say. Love talking to her and share everything with her.

Thanks for being my listening ears everytime i need u.

Appreciate it so much.

:))

If we were meant to be,then we were meant to be.

Mood: Missing someone & Tired

2008-08-17T11:02:00.004+08:00

Mugging mood! -_-

Exams is around the corner.

i got 2 more days to prepare for EEE paper.

Module code: ET080Y

Module Title: PEEE

Date: 20 Aug 2008

Time: 9:00am - 10:40am

Venue: T1A66

Seat no. : 66

For the venue i've not been to that block before.

The timing is okay.

Seating lucky 66 tats great.

i wonder who's sitting around me.

Been very busy lately.

More study lesser time for frens and sweetheart.

guess u need to sacrifice a bit yeah for the moment.

after all this i have all the time for you all mates!

Ydae wat i do?

Go Mac Superbowl Jurong to study with aeem,aup and zaki.

stayed till 7 plus then went back home.

Able to finish two past year paper.

But need to time myself and speed up so that i can finish the paper

within the time duration.

Falling for you.

2008-08-12T22:20:00.003+08:00

My GEEK IN PINK!

Sorry idiot if i never tell u i got hold of a pic AGAIN!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHH!

I LOVE THIS GEEK! :)

2008-08-09T02:05:00.003+08:00

Webcam session with who?

TENGKU SYAMIRAH JULI!

(WARNING: SHE'S CRAPPY & IM A NUISANCE)

hahahhahahhahaha!

Im lazy to update pretty sleepy and tired.

Byeee off to sleep.

2008-08-07T03:37:00.004+08:00

Hello!! Im still awake here.

Anybody still awake hands up??

Seems like no one.all asleep already.

later PEEE lab test at 9am and presentation at 1pm after lunch.

I think im prepared for it.

tsk! i hate presentation.

I revise for maths quiz tmr about Permutation & Combination.

Hope tmr all goes well.

After tmr,my slots will be free.

Most of my lesson finish so need not come to sch.

Greaat!!!

I like tis someone.

But im scared to confess.

maybe it reminds me of the past.

or maybe im scared of rejection.

for whatever it is i would like you to know that i like you.

I may not be good looking but i have a good heart.

I would always be there when u need me by ur side.

to cheer u up. (:

2008-08-05T23:35:00.003+08:00

Digital Electronics Lab Test

What a relieve it has ended.

I think i did well for that test.

My circuit works perfectly. ;)

So sleeping late paid off.

so 1 down still got Electrical and Electronic Enginnering & C prgming Lab test.

& also IDEA presentation.

so my team are goin to wear formal i guess.

Sch today was okay. Slack a bit uh.

hahahaha.

I went home straight after sch,bath and took a nap.

woke up at 6.50pm.greatt

did a lil bit of revision.

exam on 20,22,29 aug so counting down the days be prepared.

hey next monday no sch is it??? coz NDP falls on the weekend.

Anybody can answer me? hit my tagboard.

Tmr sch ends at 11am. Im goin for PEEE remedial for a while.

Then maybe my team will stayback and discuss what to do on thursday.

I can't for all this exams and test to finish.

i want to ENJOY.

mood: TIRED(lack of sleep yaw)

Good Night

2008-08-05T04:12:00.003+08:00

Date: 05/08/08

Ohhh GOshh!!

I just finish my DE labsheet circuit design.

Its head wrecking.

(This is pen drawn circuit designing)

Days after days i've been sleeping late.

Wassup mate?

Ydae gym session with Farhan and Bob.

Radhi could'nt make it as he got something urgent to attend to.

Hmm..after a tiring gym lepak,chit chat with farhan and bob.

Wanted to go home BUT then DETOUR

go check out whether my frens are playing soccer.

There they were playing soccer.

I joined in.

played a lil bit but was okay

Long time never kick ball.hahahahahah!!!

And i seriously nedd some sleep NOWWW!

Likee NOWW!!

Im off to bed now!ZZzzZZzzz!

I'll take you for who you are,

if you take me for everything.

2008-07-31T19:46:00.004+08:00

FRUSTRATED!!

Exams is in 2 weeks time.

And i am still struggling.

Got projects to be done! Presentation! Lab TEST!

Ohhh my goodd!!

Im worried like hell!

Stress like dunno what to say already.

But i just pretend and act that as if nothing happened.

i'll try not to panick.

HERE MY EXAM SCHEDULE

HAIZ!!!

She says dun stress out.

Take one step at a time.

Thank you for the advice (:

Appreciate it.

2008-07-29T22:10:00.013+08:00

26/7/08

in the evening.

IGNITE @ RP

Eventhough i was damn tired, i went out wif frens to RP.

A GIG goin on down there.

It Awesome!!!!!!

MarchTwelve's drummer was technically great.

Electrico was damn GOOD.

Local music are rising to the top!

Quality music from local talent. :)

So don't u ever look down on tis small country of ours.

Saw my dear juli in person. :)

I smiled non-stop hahahahahah!!!! :)

Zaki says " No wonder u won't stop smiling."

hahahahah! wat are u trying to say my fren? hmm

Humairah was there too asking me "ice cream??"

My face ice cream face meh?

i said u want chocolate ice cream free ones go get it in the toilet.

they have plenty of choco ice creams in there if u're lucky.

HERE THE PICS

MARCHTWELVE

CARACAL

ELECTRICO

Me and Frens when for a supper at Mac ( Civic Centre )

And when home at about 11.30+pm..

took a last train and last bus home.

SAY CHEESE!!!!

THE SHADOW OF THE NIGHT

THE SUPPER TIME

I Was Supposed to update tis on 28/7/08

But i've got no time for this.

Will u like me,the way i like u.

2008-07-27T23:55:00.029+08:00

Date: 25/26 july
Had a sleepover at my former sec sch,
That is yuhua sec sch.

There is a bit of changes here and there.

I missed the old times when im still in sec sch.

Have been 2 years + i left that sch.

This is what the canteen looks like when the sky is dark.
The food was cheap and fairly good.Miss the foods.

Used to play for the sch team!

The notice board still looks pretty much the same.

Im in this uniform group also.
Guess what post and what rank did i hold?

Then we get bored. Here comes "Joker" make up session.
We got a lil bit of black and brown camou cream.
I found a lil bit of talcum powder in the NCC room.

(Here's the pics)

Rizal and Zaki touching up a lil bit here and there.

Rizal "Is the powder on my face thick enough??".

Joker "Zaki"

Joker "Rizal"

Why SO SERIOUS???!! hmm..

Why SO SERIOUS??!!

Why SO SMOKY???!!hmmm..

Why so SMOKY??!!

This is "HANTU BUNGKUS."

After the "make over" we went aoround the sch scaring

the juniors who were sleeping.HAHAH!!*evil laugh*

Their reaction were so funny its priceless.hahahah!!

RANDOM PICS!!

We were exhausted me and rahim went home took the first bus.Sleep for a while then have to wake up at 8+ got st soccer tournament.

2008-07-22T10:37:00.002+08:00

date: 21 July 08

Gym session at An's place ydae. Missed the last session last wednesday.

Workout was great, i partnered with Bob he's a monster.hahahahahahah!

After gym, lepak at there for a while and this is where the interesting part comes

Bob and Radhi had a "UFC" kind of brawl it was an "ugly" scene.

Aup a light weight champion in Lakepoint Gym step in and wrestle with radhi.

Radhi ankle lock aup n he could find a reversal to get out of that submission.

Aup struggled and finally rad trip on aup's leg and falls like "Humty Rumty".

Both lie flat on the ground and aup pin him and won the match.hahahahah!!

Radhi caught me off guard and did a knee strike on me.

I keep blocking and he knee my hp,the hp hang for a moment.

I got delayed replying to sumone's msg.

When home at 10 plus,wash myslef up,eat then online for a while.

Lastly off to bed before 12.ahahah!

You and I both;

2008-07-20T19:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a tiring day for me.

when to cuzzin house then to his grandma house help the elderly to paint the house.

Did all the painting and manage to finish within 4 hours.

Fuhhh fast game huh! Then get pay from big boss.heheheh!

Now im not broke already. I have $$ in my wallet already.WEE!!

Then go home, take a cab wif my cuzzin to west mall coz he wants to alight there

and he paid for the cab of course i ride for free hehehehe.

i remembered there is a bus 178 goin straight to my place.

so decided to take 178 uh..to avoid all the hassle of changing frm train to bus.

Board the bus then suddenly i realize y is the surroundings so unfamiliar!

Then i saw tis board "Pasir panjang".

Wth i've board a wrong bus. I dropped off and see what bus did i took.

It was 176 wth fuck! im sure i saw 178 before boarding it.

What luck?! i think i need a pair of specs. hahahah!

Luckily there bus 30 to save me from being stranded.

but i have to walk to the opp busstop the ones there is goin to Boon lay Interchange.

the busstop is quite far i had to walk a distance to reach there.

had to pass thru tis dark creepy pathway! with thick trees around!

urghhh! i said to myself its goin to be fine just walk like pernormal and dun look up

then while walking i heard footsteps i look up and saw tis ang moh guy jogging.

my heart nearly stop beating i thought it was sumthing else like u know what.

HAHAHAH!

Took bus 30 and finally my home! i cried! the tears of joy coming out from my eyes!

Okay that part part was a lie!hahahahahah!!!!!

i went home have a bath,rest and online!

u're my distraction